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Nobody Needs Me

by Johnny Dissent

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1.
Coffee 01:52
The bitter taste of cheap coffee bites as it passes my lips, i stare down into its darkness and the emptiness is all that I get. Isn't this brew supposed to wake me wake me from god given sleep. I drink deep but only feel tired, tired of where I am. My mind it tends to wander as I stare at the wall, the waitress offers another cup I tell her I didn't want this one at all. Do you ever wonder why we chose to walk this path of sleepless nights and endless fights just to stay alive. Its only three days to the weekend where I can see my friends Its only three days to the weekend, where i can be myself Three days to the weekend Three days to the weekend Three days to the weekend
2.
You were my best friend back in highschool, but I went to college and you stayed home. When i got back you wouldn't even see me. You were so pissed I had got the chance to leave So I got a six pack and tried to make it right We sat in silence late into the night when I finally took my feet and headed for the door you turned to me and said "if you can make it out, you should go" Something something pizza, Something something girls from my highschool. something something this town sucks the same tired words a million fucking times and I want more out of this life, then just the status quo but I know, its too late, we're all just a pop punk memory You used to be so cute, back then I thought the world of you You broke my heart when I was just sixteen. when times got hard and you moved back with your parents and you looked up all the dirty kids from your past You coyly ask me what I remember, and I'll answer honest as I can back then things were different, and your still so beautiful, You just aren't the girl for me. Something something pizza, Something something girls from my highschool. something something this town sucks the same old song a million fucking times and I want more out of this life, then just the status quo but I know, its too late, we're all just a pop punk memory When I get my license. I'm never coming back. thats what I said but here I stand Turns out you can take the kid out of the midwest but good luck getting the midwest back out of them I'm singing the same songs I did when I was a kid the only difference is now I hate them What used to be a call to revolution Is now just a sentence to medocrity Something something pizza, Something something girls from my highschool. something something this town sucks something something my friends rock something something bagel bites living at my parents staying up all night something something I wanted more but this is all we have we'll never make it out
3.
Maybe some day I will learn to like the way that I look So I can stop cutting off all my hair and giving up let me change the person I see reflected in that glass maybe on that day I can grow some fucking hair on my face Yeah Maybe some day i will be able to grow my own beard until my stupid face just up and disappears hide all the parts if myself I hate in a tangled mess of brown let the assholes from high school question my manhood now I will bruise my knuckles on the face of someone when sober I'd call my friend I will lift every heavy object around and I will do ten thousand reps. I will get a job that gets a big old pick up truck and I will never ever cry I'm going to have sex with so many people I don't like and I will never ask why I'm going treat people like the garbage they deserve to be. When you ask who the worst one is, It will always be me in the center of the storm I will lay with everything I want at my feet I will be the asshole king of it all I will be the asshole king of it all
4.
I broke down crying on my best friends birthday. I thought we were going to crash the van. We sat in that parking lot for what felt like days. Talking about how things could be better someday I believed you then, and I still do, but I'm starting to think the world doesn't feel that way I want to believe that someday we'll be happy Just maybe not tomorrow , maybe not today... All my pills just stop working All my friends keep disappearing And the worst part is I don't even blame them. You don't deserve this, you never did I'm just a mess. Show up to the party 45 minutes late, lock myself in the bathroom. promise my reflection you'll have a good time this time, I wish I could say the same. I've been this way as long as I can remember. One thing for sure is I'm not getting better. I still believe in a world where I could be happy Just maybe not tomorrow , maybe not today... All my pills just stop working All my friends keep disappearing And the worst part is I don't even blame them. You don't deserve this, you never did I'm just a mess. Cause I'm so lonely I'm so bitter, and I only hurt the ones I love. I might as well be a revolver so spin the chamber until I've got no one left. All my pills just stop working All my friends keep disappearing And the worst part is I don't even blame them. You don't deserve this, you never did I'm just a mess.
5.
I could write a love song if I could fall in love But that part of me is broken so I just gave it up I’ll leave it to the kids with the stars in their eyes writing songs about their girlfriends for the very first times Blah blah blah, whoa-oh no one cares Blah blah blah, whoa-oh no one cares Blah blah blah, whoa-oh no one cares, no one cares I could sing another identical song and blame my ex girlfriends for everything that went wrong, and just like Taylor Swift you'd believe me. but I know it's my fault too and I don't have the heart to lie to you, and so I'm just going to shut my mouth and stay home. blah blah blah woah-oh no one cares blah blah blah woah-oh no one cares blah blah blah woah-oh no one cares, no one cares The world needs another white kid with a guitar Like it needs another racist asshole cop and so I spit these words like poison out into a world thats already suffering like anyone even gives a shit what I think So if you want to write a love song then go ahead But there is one thing I think you should know You might catch a girls eye tonight, but tomorrow You’ll have to sing the same dumb songs when your thirty blah blah blah woah-oh no one cares blah blah blah woah-oh no one cares blah blah blah woah-oh no one cares, no one cares
6.
Nic Fit 02:04
If i had a cigarette for every girl who loved me. Then I would have 3 cigarettes but they'd all be burned up. I'd kill for another smoke, but i can't take the thought of hurting someone else So I'll just lock the door and stay in my room Nic fit I think I'm dying lay me down until the morning and if I'm still smoking then maybe I'm alright Nic fit I swear I'm broken Leave me here with my devotion And if I'm still choking then maybe its my heart I might have no place to sleep and I might have nothing good to eat I wish I may I wish keep my dumb ass straight tonight but your so beautiful and the things you say are powerful and hell Did you just catch my eye? fuck it anybody got a light? Nic fit I think I'm dying lay me down until the morning and if I'm still smoking then maybe I'm alright Nic fit I swear I'm broken Leave me here with my devotion And if I'm still choking then maybe its my heart And everything hurts I'm a bundle of nerves I'll give up on sleep I won't even eat Nic fit I think I'm dying lay me down until the morning and if I'm still smoking then maybe I'm alright Nic fit I swear I'm broken Leave me here with my devotion And if I'm still choking then maybe its my heart
7.
I only learned how to play guitar so girls like you would make out but no one wants to make out because all my songs are ugly I only sing about my problems no one cares about my problems I should've joined a heavy metal band Everyone likes heavy metal and even if they don't I'd have a solo that I could play right now and everything'd be less uncomfortable medeldeldeldledleldl3ldl

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This is a collection of songs about growing up in a small town, giving up on love, and how cool mosh pits are.

These songs were recorded over two days in the basement of my parents house surrounded by the things I never took when I moved out.

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released June 5, 2019

Album Art by Roger Vang

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Johnny Dissent wrote one good song six years ago and hasn't shut up about it since.

Dissent [Dih-sent] - to differ in sentiment or opinion, especially from the majority; withhold assent; disagree.

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