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Russian Roulette

from Nobody Needs Me by Johnny Dissent

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I broke down crying on my best friends birthday.
I thought we were going to crash the van.
We sat in that parking lot for what felt like days.
Talking about how things could be better someday
I believed you then, and I still do,
but I'm starting to think the world doesn't feel that way
I want to believe that someday we'll be happy
Just maybe not tomorrow , maybe not today...

All my pills just stop working
All my friends keep disappearing
And the worst part is I don't even blame them.
You don't deserve this, you never did I'm just a mess.

Show up to the party 45 minutes late,
lock myself in the bathroom.
promise my reflection you'll have a good time this time,
I wish I could say the same.
I've been this way as long as I can remember.
One thing for sure is I'm not getting better.
I still believe in a world where I could be happy
Just maybe not tomorrow , maybe not today...

All my pills just stop working
All my friends keep disappearing
And the worst part is I don't even blame them.
You don't deserve this, you never did I'm just a mess.

Cause I'm so lonely I'm so bitter, and I only hurt the ones I love.
I might as well be a revolver so spin the chamber until I've got no one left.

All my pills just stop working
All my friends keep disappearing
And the worst part is I don't even blame them.
You don't deserve this, you never did I'm just a mess.

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from Nobody Needs Me, released June 5, 2019

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Johnny Dissent wrote one good song six years ago and hasn't shut up about it since.

Dissent [Dih-sent] - to differ in sentiment or opinion, especially from the majority; withhold assent; disagree.

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